July 2012
14 posts
Watching My Brother
  There are as many worlds as there are people and I’m watching my little brother’s world being stuffed inside a football helmet tight and safe and now it is being carried off onto a football field by his body. . The rain is rubbing its knuckles on the tops of heads and on sleeves and umbrellas. Our ancestors sit in the stadium lights a quiet cloud of witnesses. . On Friday nights angels stoop...
Jul 22nd
Sweat
There’s a man sitting snug outside of Morning Times, smoking a cigarette.  The smoke is rising over him like the ghost of a child  and he doesn’t taste the the tinge of salt that lines his cigarette. It was left behind by a twelve year old Guatemalan kid who picked and dried it in a Carolina field.  The hot smirk of the sun was nipping at his neck as he plucked the fresh leaves. His hands were...
Jul 22nd
The Vigil
The dead aren’t that exactly  they’d say the same of us if we would listen but they know we won’t so, they poke holes in the sky. They poke holes in the sky and set big burning candles there on the shoulder of the warrior and the tip of bow and the horn of the bull and on the scales. . It’s a vigil, really, but they don’t stay long they have all the time in our life to pity us but, they’d rather...
Jul 22nd
Papaw
When someone dies all of a sudden their life flashes before their eyes all at once, but when the doctor tells you you have 7 months to live, you can take your time and watch your life like a movie. . I’ve never seen my life flash before my eyes but yours did once when dad showed me your home movies, your memories, that had snuck out of your head and into the boxes in the attic. . As I watched...
Jul 22nd
Snorting Poetry
  In the beginning my friends said that poetry goes well with a salad or dry rubbed on a steak or by even itself with a nice, dark beer. “It just, mellows you out, ya know?”    Why is it then that I am sitting in the gapping mouth of my empty apartment living room on the dry tongue of my couch staring stir-crazy into a series of little white rows of diced letters and metaphors.   What am I...
Jul 22nd
Preachers Say the Darndest Things
  My dog dies when I was 13. The vet said she drank too much antifreeze and that she was never coming out of the coma.   When I was young I used to think that her nose had healing powers. If I had a headache I would press her nose against my forehead, and feel better. And now her nose was dry and still.   As we walked out of the animal hospital that night the moon was the color of...
Jul 22nd
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6:00 A.M.
I still cannot sleep as I sit between floors of black fire quiet, still. My clock is marching across the wall like the moon its tick tock teeth chewing on eternity smacking its infinite lips. I am hungry now I cut a slice out of the moon and put it on a plate place it on my bed. My legs are mired in sheets rolling like waves across my stomach my slice of the moon floating alone and...
Jul 22nd
Party Talk
It’s Friday night we’re at a party, and you’re telling me about your test on Tuesday. And my thoughts are running naked through the house like children after a bath running from the towel.   Our friends are all chatting and dancing and you’re telling me about your test on Tuesday. And I’m getting married in the fireplace to a girl that looks kind of like Scarlett Johanssen and a...
Jul 22nd
Apocalypse in Aminor (Or The Self-Fulfilling End...
Right after I hit puberty I became a prophet. Most of my friends were just counting the hairs on their chins or getting insecure about their pecs But I was dreaming dreams of the end of the world. At night, I was laying my head down on my pillow my own little Patmos and seeing into the future…   One night I was at Neal Middle School and our class walked single file out to the buses to a...
Jul 22nd
Jurassic Parking Lot
  Durham is famous for its dinosaurs. I used to think they were real, and I was going to ride one but when we got out of the car I saw that they weren’t moving, and I just thought they were sad, or old, but now I know they’re just statues.   Someone stole the head of the Brontosaurus when I was in 7th grade, but they gave it back.   That’s the one I would have ridden – the Brontosaurus.  We...
Jul 22nd
The Question of Good Poetry
So I’m going to say something really pretentious and let you in on a question that I get from time to time.  It usually sounds something like this: “How do you write good poetry?”  Yes, that is a bit of an awkward question to ask anyone who writes anything, but I can give you a few little nuggets of knowledge that generally lead to a better understanding of what poetry can be,...
Jul 2nd
Bite Less / Taste More ------> (Inspiration) →
So here’s the sister blog to this one… check it check it…
Jul 2nd
WatchWatch
If you haven’t seen it yet, here it is… “The Strong One,” winner of the Campus MovieFest Best Picture Award, directed by Nicolas Sailer, shot by Josh Bielick, and written by Tim Reavis (myself).  Check it out…
Jul 2nd
Why Blog...
I have found a need in my life; that happens every so often.  I am afraid, however, that meeting that need will require a bit of pride-deprivation on my part.  You see, I write, and I need to write; but, I have failed miserably and consistently at writing “just for me,” and making a daily habit out of it.  If I’m writing something, I need to be writing for something, or someone -...
Jul 2nd